停下

到最后，那一句再见，我有后悔的感觉

人的一生里，会出现过多少个为你付出的？
想必应该不多
因为他们根本没有必要这样做
而出现的我们因本要珍惜
可是
往往终会有不如意的事情发生

就象落叶的离开是为了等得追随
可是最后的结果没人知道
也许那只是一种原有的习惯
只要一方放手，一切都会结束

可是不能错下去，我明白这只是因为寂寞的感觉
我只是习惯有人陪
那并不是真的
我真的不想一次又一次的伤害你
一切只是习惯
对你来说并不会好过
我根本没有办法接受你的全部
那就再见吧...

漫長的夜

在這夜裡
忙碌的趕著這早早上要交的功課

忙著忙著
有個朋友，毫無保留的告訴我她的感情故事
聽著聽著
心裡有股感覺

人與人之間的相處
真的很奇妙
有的人會毫無保留的告訴你關於她
有的人卻一字都不提

而我屬於一半半吧
通常都會分享快樂的
不快樂的說出來也沒有意識
不過我卻樂意聆聽別人想說的不愉快

當我聽完她的故事後
我覺得
現在的我也許已經習慣了和那個相處多年的人的性格
也許我己經不愛他了
我只是習慣那習慣

我嘗試去接受別人
可是我發現我並不能接受那全部
可能我已經習慣了那個人
很難再去接受另個人的相處方式
畢竟個性都不一樣
習慣也不一樣

我現在明白我的問題出在哪裡了
是因為我習慣了
所以我不能接受你

Way...

This morning went to Digi Telecommunication Operation Center, Shah Alam.
All the way rout i was using what u told me last time, how to go Shah Alam..
Thanks a lot, because of that, i confident enough to drive there.
How to go and where i have to turn.
It flash back all the memory when gather with you.
You was patience enough to teach me, even i always forgot this and that.
Really thank a lot and sorry...

sudden

miss u suddenly...
but it is no right to tell you about this..
anywhere, just keep it..
i will only hurt you and never make you happy..
is enough..
all will be end, i don't want to hurt you anymore..
really enough..

Appreciated

Last family gathering in 2012

Love u all very much... It was so great to join this family..

a chit chat, drinking night... with lot of fun..

the last gathering for 2012..

they support me every single time and day.. thank you so much!!!!!

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New year begin, all the bad luck please far away from me.
I want to start my new life..
Something was change since last year, okey, i will accept it..
and i will let it go. No point to hold it again and again.
there is something else was wait for me..

Is a happy day, which i pass my new year with my dear jimui..
they are funny and crazy.. crazy until 7 people in a kelisa..
but it fun and enjoy. it was a great start for me..
nor matter what was happen, who are going to leave me alone, at the end i still have all my dearest with me. Friends, they were never leave me alone.. proud with it! hahaha...

last month of 2012

i get some new friend

they really funny and crazy.

it feel so great work together with them.

full of happiness..

i get some new name from them, such as penguin and 麵線

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